I’m actually feeling happy today. I can actually look at things positively. I am looking foward to some things and I see a real change, something concrete.

I have set objectives for myself for work. I don’t know whether it will actually work but having a plan actually helps! My relationship is better. Granted, it has only been a week since our last fight but things seem really different now. My daughter seems happier and I can see a bit of light at the end of all this darkness.

I am working really hard at controlling my emotions and not letting them control me. I still feel sad, angry and hurt but I try to calm down and express them properly. I don’t think I’ll be able to do this all the time but at least I am trying.

So I have set a few objectives for myself:

1) Find a job that satisfies me

2) Have a healthy and happy relationship with my man

3) Have a healthy and happy family (I still have to work out my definition of family but…)

4) Be debt free by next year and not live off credit cards again!

5) Do things that make me happy!

Seems like a lot but I simply want to reach these objectives one day. I have my whole life to reach them!