Just a quick rant. I’m sitting here, writing on this blog and trying to figure out how I’m going to get out of this depression and all I can think about is this stupid doctor’s appointment! The school board has asked me to meet with THEIR doctor to confirm that I have depression and I am unable to work. What does that mean exactly? Why do I feel like I have to prove that I am sick. Do we ask people with cancer to bring in bloodtests and see another doctor to prove they are sick??? No! We give them sympathy. I know this is probably all part of procedures, that the school board has to do it for the insurance company… but I still resent it. I will be stressed about it for days! Yet when I try to get help… I was just on this website that had a search engine for resources in my area. You know what came back? “There are no matches meeting your criteria”. That was helpful… alright, done with my little discouraged mnoment. Back to my couch.